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[Sunday October 15th, at 4:23pm] I couldn't decide, so this year i bought TWO halloween costumes! I'm a be celebrating from thurs (or maybe wends)- tuesday night! Halloweek! 5 / CMT

[Saturday September 30th, at 10:32am] Would it be mean to tell my mom to PLEASE STOP SENDING ME CHAIN LETTERS TO MY EMAIL!! lol the funniest one today: "if women controlled the world" 2 / CMT

[Sunday September 17th, at 11:45pm] me: for years i thought babies came out of yourt belly button grenad: they don't!??! me: omg me: no srry 2 say mez: and santa doesnt exist me: im sorry me: u must be devistated grenad: noooooooooo grenad: i am grenad: i am grenad: me: i hate to be the one to break it to u grenad: it's hard, i know 1 / CMT

[Thursday September 14th, at 9:22pm] I'm actually pretty sure i saw the casting call for this on craigslist a while back. they offered NO PAY, but internet fame...who wants internet fame? seriously? And how is it even guaranteed? Im guessing everyone else who saw the ad agreed with me which is why they had to scam her into it by making her think it was a real film. it worked better than i would have imagined though. Maybe she might actually get real work out of this.ve them," . Sudden fame amazes 'Lonelygirl15' star GARY GENTILE Associated Press LOS ANGELES - Lonelygirl15 speaks! And she says she's amazed at her newfound fame. "I'm trying to deal with it right now," she told The Associated Press in a phone interview Thursday. "I'm not used to this much attention. It's a little bit crazy for me." The actress who plays Bree on the hit Internet soap opera is Jessica Lee Rose, a 19-year-old who was born in Salisbury, Maryland, and moved to New Zealand when she was eight. Just three months ago, she was one of thousands of struggling actors in Los Angeles looking to make it big in the movies or on a TV show. Today, she is the unlikely star of a series of short Internet videos posted on Web sites such as YouTube and MySpace. Rose was identified after fans of the "Lonelygirl15" videos began to suspect that Bree, the 16-year-old home-schooled precocious teen hosting the segments, didn't exist. Some fans who helped boost the popularity of the videos felt betrayed by what they feared was a hoax perpetrated by a big Hollywood studio to promote some upcoming film. Amateur sleuths unearthed clues, and stories about the show appeared in the New York Times, Los Angeles Times and other publications, finally forcing the three creators of the Lonelygirl videos to fess up. While efforts were made to shield Rose's identity, she made her public debut Thursday. Rose left New Zealand and returned to Maryland in 2005 after her parents split and later that year moved to Los Angeles to study acting at the New York Film Academy. After graduating in April she started scouring various Internet sites for auditions and came upon a listing on the Craigslist Web site for a project called "Children of Anchor Cove." "At the time I really didn't know what it was because there wasn't a lot of details on it," she said. "They just said it was an independent project." After reading twice for the role, she was offered the part. The show's creators made her sign a nondisclosure agreement, then told her the project was not a film or a TV pilot, but a series of Internet videos. Rose became suspicious. "I was hesitant because it's something I've never really seen done before," she said. "I just finished film school and had been taught to be careful of all the scams in L.A. and all the scary people and don't trust people. I was a little nervous." Rose said she had never checked out YouTube and never watched a video blog. She began looking at the site after she got the part and became more comfortable with the project. "I figured, what did I have to lose?" she said. Rose said she pays close attention to comments made by fans and especially the angry response videos posted on YouTube after it was revealed that the Lonelygirl15 videos were not the authentic musings of a teenage girl. "I can understand their disappointment," she said. "I'm sure they did invest a lot of time in the Lonelygirl15 videos. I feel bad that they invested in it emotionally and were disappointed. "But Bree is still a character and she's still going to continue with this online series and they can continue to watch if they like. You can't make everybody like you." Rose said she still does not have an agent and has not yet been offered parts by big Hollywood studios. Her favorite actress is Nicole Kidman and she says she would love to make the kind of movies made by another role model, Cameron Diaz. "I'd love to be doing fun, goofy movies," she said, "feel-good movies that make people laugh and make people happy. I'd love to do some dramatic pieces later on." But she vows she will stay with Lonelygirl15 as long as the project continues and won't leave to chase her newfound fame. "I won't leave it. I won't leave them," she said. CMT

hey guys [Wednesday September 6th, at 8:26pm] hey, i had a baby check him/her out she/he is blonde isnt he/she cute? CMT

i need a distraction [Friday September 1st, at 10:02pm] i cant keep doing this, its not healthy, or good for my sanity CMT

[Wednesday August 30th, at 4:38pm] GOOD LORD PEOPLE! IT IS NOT GEORGEOUS. GEORGE IS NOTHING SPECIAL!!! STOP FUCKING SPELLING IT LIKE THAT!!! ITS GORGEOUS! NOT GEORGEOUS CMT

[Wednesday August 30th, at 12:47am] Serves me right for being nice One day i decided to be nice to guys who randomly im me on the net. Now this hideous beast WILL NOT LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. he keeps sending me emails and syaing we shoudl go out for coffee or something how delusional and unself aware can you fucking be??? i was nice to you ONCE and now you think i actually want to meet you? i wouldnt be caught dead standing next to you! youre hideous, hideous and pathetic! i havent responded to any of your billions of emails. LEAVE ME ALONE YOU SHIT!!! go hit on someone in your own league 5 / CMT

the REAL sunscreen speech [Thursday July 13th, at 12:10am] Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97... wear sunscreen. Actually, DONT wear sunscreen. The more leatherfaced freaks exist in this world, the prettier I will look in comparison. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth, unless of course, if you have no power or beauty, then you shouldnt enjoy life at all. Sorry, You are NOT as fat as you imagine, you're fatter. Don’t worry about the future, worry about the past, and get lots of worry lines. Trust me, they will make you irresistable. Do one thing every day that scares you, and if you don't die of a heartattack within a week, do TWO things every day that scare you. Don't sing, it annoys the neighbors. Be reckless with other people's hearts, lord knows they will be reckless with yours! Don't floss. Gingivitis is attractive. Don’t waste your time on jealousy; instead, waste it on plotting revenge. Remember insults you recieve, forget the compliments. Lots of people throw around compliments, but when you get insulted by someone, they usually mean it. Keep your old love letters, they will remind you of a time when you didn't suck so bad. Don't stretch, it will make you fat. Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life, feel horrible about it. Get plenty of saturated fat. Be rough with your knees, they don't break easy! Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, you will always suck. Dance, but not in front of people. Don't read directions, theyre useless. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel unjustly pretty. Get to know your parents, very very well. Be nice to your siblings; theyre the most likely to kidnap and rape you. Understand that friends come and go, understand that this is because baby Jesus hates you. Live in New York City once, get trampled on. Travel. Hopefully you will meet some interesting people, with bombs. Accept certain inalienable truths, you will never be successful. Don't respect your elders, people just get more immature with age. Don’t expect anyone else to support you, because everyone hates you. Mess with your hair...a lot. It won't fall out, I swear. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth. But trust me on the sunscreen. 4 / CMT

[Sunday June 4th, at 1:16am] You know whats really inconvenient? Eating. Especially with all the hype of how important food is, i feel like I'm going to drop dead if I dont enough of this and that every day. I dont LITERALLY feel like I'm going to drop dead, it's all mental. Today I was working on a dress, and it was 3 o clock and i realized, wow all I've eaten today was an apple. I should eat something. Then I looked in the fridge and was like "fuck it" and had a pear. I'd rather continue working on my dress than stop for an hour and prepare a "real meal" because of fear that I'm not getting all my "nutrients" or "calories" especially when I'm not hungry. You know whats also really inconvenient? Peeing. Omg especially when youre sleeping and you have to wake up to pee, and then you can't go back to sleep! Or when you are working on something and you don't want to leave it alone, but you have to go to the bathroom. It's really annoying. 6 / CMT

[Thursday May 25th, at 8:42pm] You should all listen to The District Sleeps Alone Tonight by The Postal Service. I first heard it when I was in the car with my boo, and I was like "WOW THIS ONE ACTUALLY HAS WORDS!!" Seriously, like all his songs sound just like that song, but with no words. Anyway I fell in love with it, and everytime I listen to it I think of him. I have been trying to figure out what song it was since I heard it and I couldnt remember anything but the tune for the life of me. Finally, after guessing several different lyrics and searching them on google, I finally remembered "I was the one worth leaving." And there it was! I love it, go hear it. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=3227563 awww memories. 2 / CMT

[Friday May 19th, at 11:00pm] Paramount just emailed me to set up an interview for a possible international marketing internship. Wtf I don't remember ever saying I was interested in marketing? I'm not even sure how marketing works lol! CMT

[Wednesday May 17th, at 11:35pm] I'm making a list of movies I want to watch this summer. If anyone wants to add any suggestions feel free. Irreversible In The Shadow of Love Pink Flamingoes Silence of the Lambs Blow The Hours Ken Park I'll Make You Happy Julien Donkey Boy Gia Audition The Cure Welcome to the Dollhouse Something to Live For Gummo Bully 3 / CMT

[Monday May 15th, at 8:26pm] sign by candyjunky 1 / CMT

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